2004-12-17 - 10:23 a.m.
A few of you mentioned to me off-line, that you got the impression that something wasn’t right. I laughed it off and told you everything was fine.
Well, you were right. Things are not so well.
Things have not been working at home.
It’s a difficult topic to write about. And I am not sure if it’s even appropriate topic for D-land.
I’m pisssed. I guess I thought in the beginning it would last for ever. I guess I was just being naïve…
It used to be all hot n’ steamy. Now everything is cold. It’s been that way for awhile. I guess I have been fooling myself.
I just kept telling myself that everything would be ok. I was just going through the motions though…it wasn’t working.
Colleagues at work have noticed something isn’t right. I come in to work every morning looking like hell. Shit, it looks like I’ve slept in my clothes.
Damn it. I am so pissed and hurt by this.
This week it has been really bad. This morning was the worst. Everything just blew up.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
Damnit. I feel like crying. I loved you.
My steam iron shit the bed.
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